Five Moldy Loaves and Two Dead Fish

By Steve Ensley


I never cease to be amazed at the nuggets of wisdom that come from scripture even from a passage that I have heard and read many times.  One such passage is the story told in John 6:5-14 of the “loaves and fishes”.

 JOHN 6:5 When Jesus looked up and saw a great crowd coming toward him, he said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat?"  [6] He asked this only to test him, for he already had in mind what he was going to do.  [7] Philip answered him, "Eight months' wages would not buy enough bread for each one to have a bite!"  [8] Another of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, spoke up,  [9] "Here is a boy with five small barley loaves and two small fish, but how far will they go among so many?"  [10] Jesus said, "Have the people sit down." There was plenty of grass in that place, and the men sat down, about five thousand of them. [11] Jesus then took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed to those who were seated as much as they wanted. He did the same with the fish.  [12] When they had all had enough to eat, he said to his disciples, "Gather the pieces that are left over. Let nothing be wasted." [13] So they gathered them and filled twelve baskets with the pieces of the five barley loaves left over by those who had eaten.  [14] After the people saw the miraculous sign that Jesus did, they began to say, "Surely this is the Prophet who is to come into the world."

 Outside of the obvious miracle of the multiplication and the obvious attraction to Jesus that people had, there are many lessons to be learned from this story.  The disciples were once again reminded of His power and love, not to mention compassion.  The people were fed with the Word all day and then He fed them with the food.  I have heard so many powerful lessons preached regarding this passage and they have all had life changing impact.

However, the most powerful lesson I learned from this passage came to me one day as I was mediating on this scripture and I was going through a particular phase in my life where I did not feel very useful.   At this time I was questioning everything about my life, my many failures, my feeble skills, my discipline, my self-worth and even my faith.  But as clearly as you see these words on this page, the Lord spoke to me through this passage and gave me knowledge and wisdom I could never have gotten on my own.  It was not an audible voice, but it was so loud it almost knocked me down.

In my heart, here is what I heard the Lord say.  Jesus loves us all so much that He died for us.  Why?  Because He loved us and He could die for us.  Of course His death opened the gates of heaven for us.  He took the punishment for our sins.  For those of us who believe in Him, we have become children of the King.  Jesus did this for us and we did not have to go to that cross ourselves.  He did it by himself.  It was His love for us that paid the price and His sinless strength that saved us. 

And what He told me with the story of the multiplication was about another miracle, a work in which He did not act by himself, but an awesome event in which He allowed a little boy to participate.  He chose not to do this miracle by himself!  Jesus did not need the little boy to perform the miracle, but He included him anyway and allowed Him to be a part of and to participate in the miracle of the multiplication.

Now let us consider the perspective of the boy.  It is not hard to imagine that the little boy was probably returning from the market with what little food his family could afford.  It was the most basic of foods and was the typical diet of the poor in Jesus time.  Not only was this food minimal, but Jesus was asking the boy to give up all of his food.  Now, I don’t know about you, but if I where that little boy, I’m not sure I would have given up the only food my family had.  But, something about Jesus, the love in His eyes, His soothing voice, beckoned the boy to trust and he gave over his food, all of it!

This boy may have given everything he had for himself and his family and if so, he held nothing back.  And again, Jesus didn’t say just give me part of your food, He asked for all of it!  Think about it!  This was more than a request for a tithe or a work of charity or any other gift he could give, this was his food, the means to sustain his life and the lives of his family!  But the boy did give it and Jesus multiplied the food to feed thousands.  Did Jesus need this little boy’s food to feed these people?  No!  Did He even need to involve the little boy?  No!  But, He chose to because of His love and because He wanted to invite this little boy to be part of the miracle.  Because the boy obeyed, he became part of an awesome event.  Out of His love and the obedience of the little boy, some loaves and fishes fed thousands!

Isn’t Jesus just like that now?  Doesn’t He want to take what we have to offer, even if it might be just some moldy bread and dead fish and use it to feed thousands!  Doesn’t He want us to be part of His miracles!  I could no longer carry on with my pity party after this revelation.  True, my weaknesses still haunt me and my self-evaluation is still dismal, but it does not matter.  Jesus can take whatever I have to offer and feed thousands with it!  He doesn’t need me to feed others, but He will use me and let me be part of the miracle.  He wants us, all of us, to be part of the miracle!  In the same way he used the little boy to bless thousands, He can use us to bless thousands, even though we do nothing but agree to give what little we have.

So my encouragement to you, if you feel like you have nothing to offer, if you think nothing you can do will make a difference, if you are convinced you have no value, is to look to Jesus, say yes to His simple request, give Him all you have and watch Him multiply the blessings.  Your marriage, your children, your work, your schooling can all be blessed and the blessings will be multiplied by thousands if we just give it all to Jesus to work His miracles.

Now the end of that passage is also very important, so please don’t miss it.  After the boy said yes, not knowing what would happen to his food, and after everyone had eaten their fill and after the scraps of food were collected, the boy apparently inherited 12 full baskets of food.  Can you imagine the surprise on the faces of his family when he came home with 12 full baskets of food!  The blessings just kept on flowing!

The little boy, by giving all he had, participated in the miracle and helped Jesus to feed thousands in turn he was blessed multiple times over.  Would it not be awesome if all of us would give everything we have to Jesus and then stepped back and watched Him feed thousands.  The decision is ours to make, the blessings are ours to receive, obedience is the first step to take and our awesome Savior is the reason for it all!

May God bless you in your obedience!